She's not it

You know I'm glad that she's not alive.
She quite her job when she was 45.
This kind of drama hits me everyday.
She had a job, i got a salary.
But you know me...
I will do what I gotta do in spite of you.
By then you will be patiently dreaming of me in spite of you.
In misery.

She's not it.
She's really not it.
She aint it.
She's really not it.

I got a couple things I really need to say.
One of them is funny and the other is passe.
"Walk the plank!"
She had me swimming in the holding tank.
yeah, but you know me...
I will do what I gotta do in spite of you.
by then you will be patiently dreaming of me in spite of you.
Miserably.

She's not it.
She's really not it.
She aint it.
She's really not it.

And I'm leaving.
I'm leaving.
And I just can't help these feelings.
I'm still breathing.
No more deceiving.
And I just can't help these feelings.