Low expectations

I never knew that this could be so hard. always in the dark, wondering.
Who the fuck have i become. i always thought that i would know myself.
Always in the dark. becoming what i never knew. who the fuck have i become?
I'm never coming, always going and expecting the worst.
Expect the worst. who the fuck have i become?
I'm the exact person i hate. my words are venom. it's killing me from the inside out.
Who the fuck have i become?
I'm never coming, always going, i expect the worst. always in the dark.
I hope i see that light again.
Who the fuck have i become?
What the fuck have i become?
Condemned, imprisoned in, in my own head.
I'm always, kicked down and dragged out by my own hand.
No one should ever live this way.
Who the fuck have i become? become.
On one should ever live this way, never coming always going.
Who the fuck have i become.