Cant stay

My obsessions get the best of me
And lately I've felt incomplete
Whenever I try to pull through
I slip further away from you
I'm sick of all this tension
My sanity can't be found
And I don't wanna go on living like you're not around
This time
I have to draw the line
It's gone way too far now
I won't wait another day
I need you to fill the empty space
And take me from this place
I can't stay
I'm sorry that I've been so cold
My excuses are pitiful
I've done all I can to gain control
But you are the hand I need to hold
I'm not capable of saving myself
I've finally figured out how to rely on someone else