An other...?

mistakes, done over and over again
voices, heard over and over again
escape from one´s self
escape from salvation

one word - one gesture and everything is over
long silence - empty thoughts
escape into another phase
escape from reality

an other life - an other death - an other goal - an other self

the leprous sign branded onto the forehead
like stricken by disease
guilt sought by one´s self
the guilt of salvation

the night passes - silence remains
unsolved questions remain as a wall
the guilt of the other phase
the guilt out of fear of reality

an other life - an other death
- an other goal - an other sel