On the edge

I am standing on the edge - seemingly left control
One step closer to the pain - stranded outside
The experience of confusion - I now behold
An outcast of my own society - pushed aside

Nobody understands my suffering - alone out there
State of a mindly confused being - going nowhere
Emotional chaos at each moment - take a deep breath
When starring into the abyss - the abyss stares back

On the edge

Unable to handle my weird thoughts - can't explain
The mighty stream of life descends - down the drain
Vanished into a cold grey mass - faded into emptiness
My memories are decayed - left only nothingness

On the edge