The roar within

Still watching the war
Raging fiercely in me
Can I just give in
To the feelings within?

What can I do what is my choice?
How can I live if I destroy?
Who can I ask...
Where can I go...
What is the answer...
When I don't know it?

What am I now, where is the truth?
And if I find it what's the use?
Inside my devil still cries
Frighteningly strong
Screaming my orders
"Everything is now my enemy"

My devil wants me to destroy
There is no answer, never was...
What is my destiny?
Where is the reason to exist?
Am I human, even when devils may cry?