Sad to be

My mommy says i should join the church
The mad man tells me what i'm worth
True, it's clear, he beats me down
Makes me bitter, makes me frown
Till i myself as a human being
Hide my eyes to what i see
I myself as a human being
Hide my eyes to reality

Me, alone, i really wonder why
All alone i wonder why i try
When life itself depresses me
And everything else, it's sad to be