Laughter of gods

I'm dying on the battlefield of opposites
Between dreams and reality
Somehow i've lost my way in this maze
And i still hear the laughter of gods

How do i yearn for a dance with the angels
In the heat of the moonlit night
A taste of the nectarine fruit of eternity
A ship from the chalice of dreams

Father - look what i have became
I'm a wolf among the lambs, a dreamlike phantasm
What you've done to me god of man?
I used to be an angel once, but now...