Up to me

I used to be lost
And then I found out
I didn't have to be
It was up to me
It's all up to me

I was lyin' -- lyin' to myself
Somebody else was lyin'

And I was caught -- caught in between
Now I'm free -- now I see
It's all up to me
Up to me
It's all up to me

I used to pretend
I was this -- I was that
Pretending

I was wrong -- but that's alright
Now I see -- it didn't have to be that way
It's all up to me
It's all up to me
Up to me
It's all up to me