Where do i go from here

Where do I go from here, and is it far?
Why was I born with a wish to touch a star?
Why can't I leave things alone, and as they are?

Ooh, baby, can you take the pain,
I'm hurting you once again
I know you think I'm insane (maybe I am)

Sometimes I'm bad to you, baby sometimes I'm mean.
I'm not malicious, but I don't want to live in a dream
I only push when I think we should change the scene.
Know what I mean?
I know I'm making you sad
My desperation is bad
Trying to find what I had, but it's gone

Ooh, baby, can you take the pain,
I'm hurting you once again
I know you think I'm insane (maybe I am)

Who am i, who am i, baby tell me who are you?
Are you adventurous, and think of what we've got to do
It's really scary what other people's rules can do to you..
I know I'm causing you pain,
Wish I knew how to explain
Why I stay out in the rain.