Story of my life

In the story of your life
Am i more than just a footnote?
Was it easy to erase me
Or am i difficult to rub out?
I wonder what you're doing
If you care to know i'm still right here
I've been thinking about the way i am
And i've been thinking about you
Sonja
As if that was your name
As if you ever existed
As if you could ever feel the same
But the way you felt that night
The night we talked all night
I set myself up, sonja
But that's the story of my life

And in the story of my life
You're the moral and the meaning
And i've been reading up on you
Mouth hanging open, disbelieving
I wonder how you're doing
And the length of your hair
And i wish i didn't care
But i've been thinking about the way we were
And i've been thinking about you
Sonja
As if that was your name
As if you ever gave a shit
As if it was ever more than a game for you
But the way you felt those days
Those goddamn halcyon days
I guess i dreamed them, sonja
But they're where i want to stay
They're where i want to stay
They're where i want to stay