My worst sin

I try to escape, I try to flee
But that seems stronger than me
Always the same mistake, bringing the same pain
Done over and over again
I cannot fight this alone
But I have not to who ask for help, all are gone

Sometimes it comes as a light wind
Without many changes
But it is enough to delete my brightness again.
But I try to get up, I try to understand
Without knowing that the worst is coming
Sometimes it comes as a hurricane
Destroying everything
Sadness and guilt is what is left inside me
So I think of giving up, I see that there is no more to do
But if you were me, what would you do?
This is my worst sin.

I try to resist, but I come back to fall
It's like fighting the wall
I try to look away, but this invades my mind
And I always say it’s the last time
I cannot fight this alone
But I have not to who ask for help, all are gone

Sometimes it comes as a light wind
Without many changes
But it is enough to delete my brightness again.
But I try to get up, I try to understand
Without knowing that the worst is coming
Sometimes it comes as a hurricane

Destroying everything
Sadness and guilt is what is left inside me
So I think of giving up, I see that there is no more to do
But if you were me, what would you do?
This is my worst sin.