Mind possession

Emotions thoughts and memories
It's hard to understand
Birth, Life and Death
It's written in my hand
I have seen the darkness
Try to seek the truth
All those foolish memories
I don't know what to do
At sea I've never been
The sun I've never seen
Understand what I feel
Oh no this can't be real

Born to live a normal life
I try to go on as before
There's something in my past
I can't stand the sights anymore
My deathwish is real
My body is a bleeding sore
And my endless dreams
They are full of dreadful gore

Someone inside