Bulding up/cutting down

I've got all you wondering how
Seeing as I'm not around
Well, I got sick of all this
Building me up just to cut me down

If you've noticed
I've been keen
Saw some things
I should have seen
Don't want to be up, down, or anything anywhere in between

I don't want to feel this way again
Listen up, you go your way
And I'll go mine

I've got all you wondering how
Seeing as I'm not around
Well, I got sick of all this
Building me up just to cut me down

Don't try, I'm not coming back again
Listen up, you had your chance
Now I feel fine now

Wondering how
Seeing as I'm not around
Well, I got sick of all this
Building me up just to cut me down