I wonder if i care as much

I wonder if I care as much
As I did before
Last night I cried myself to sleep
For the one that makes me weep
I dried my eyes to grieve the day
And wondered why I had to pay

The tears that I have shed by day
Give relief and wash away
The memory of the night before
I wonder if I'll suffer more

I wonder if I care as much
As I did before
My heart can't thrive on misery
My life it has no destiny
When things get more
Then I can bare

I ask myself if I still care
I wonder if I care as much
As I did before