Navy blue

I bet it hurts to read permanence
I used to think on all of this and how you don't
Damn its hard to find sustenance when all I had
Was love for this and now you don't
Now I just abuse substances to drown out
Your accomplishments however few

All of this frustrates me bad 'cause I can't stay mad at you
Or change anything that I had she told me don't think like that its really not that bad
I hope this makes you sad
I hope this makes you sad

If its something serious then hit me up
But until then the door is shut forget my room
And if I had a match for every lie and every attempt to deny I'd strike a few
I am the walls the silent halls
My jacket at your sister's wedding navy blue