Die laughing

I forget the fatal mistakes
That destroyed my emotions
All i see is darkness
& bitter taste of existence

I lose the way in my mind
Finding no escape out
Tryin´to reshape reality
I´ll never make up for lost time

Burning, screaming, lost in your mind
Falling, turning, searching, for the light
For so many years you´ve been rotting deep
Inside
You´re only one to free yourself tonight