Nothing to share

Another fate, just another fear against
Against my fucking chest
I can’t speak, ‘cause I’m so fucking sick
I’m so insane, do you think you’re safe?
Is it just me or this is not the end?

The only thing I learned was to run from consequences
My self-destruction is my only love
The only thing I learned was to run through consequences
It’s hard to explain, this selfish hurt that I feel

I really miss something that never existed
And yes, I always knew this fucking shit
So go ahead, go, go on and kill yourself, have you ever thought about it?
Look at my face, can you feel my hate?
Keep crawling back to pain, and try to find something in there

I am everything you’ll never be
Somewhere I’ll find out the taste of destiny
Am I everything you hate to see?
I’m just everything you always wanted to be

The only thing I learned was to run from consequences
My self-destruction is my only love
The only thing I learned was to run through consequences
It’s hard to explain, this selfish hurt that I feel

Keep crawling back to pain, and try to find something in there
Keep crawling back to pain, and try to find something in there
Keep crawling back to pain, and try to find something in there

The only thing I learned was to run from consequences
My self-destruction is my only love
The only thing I learned was to run through consequences
It’s hard to explain, this selfish hurt that I feel

The only thing you learned was to live with consequences
My self-destruction is your only hope
Inside of me I couldn’t see it all
So I had to close my eyes, and let the silence fucking grow