I am heavenly

My flaming eyes casted the helpers away
I am not the one to fool around with promises
So many times I have let myself down, none else
I have failed so many times, none can put me down
Strike myself into the ground and lift up
I want to live till the end

Nothing is impossible
Knowledge and art, body and mind
Tyrant of my own life
I am test subject, taking the high road
Purity shines from inside
I am heavenly

I shall not bow to anyone, not worthy
Life as whole, growth of human
Let it be so called "hell" or "heaven"
And if I end up in hell, it's all familiar to me