Spear of destiny

I've thrust the spear of destiny
And defied the hand of fate
The eternal adversary
I laid siege to the pearly gates
On the path to enlightenment
I paid homage to the wise
I performed acts of defilement
With the crucifix of lies

I have walked the way of sorrows
Tasted pleasures of the flesh
I've seen the way of tomorrow
Beyond the boundaries of death
I have walked the way of truth

I've sung the song of misery
And wept tears of joy
I've felt the urge to create
And the need to destroy

I raped the bride of Christ
The cunting virgin whore
I stormed the gates
And unlocked Death's door
Throne of grace overthrown
Bread of life turned to stone
Lord of hosts desecrated
Vestal virgin violated