Violent desires

from beginning to the end
from life to reincarnation
violent desires-cold tears.
life is endless lie,
which is created in your mind.
there's no place for love and happiness.
appeased feelings-secret fears.
my life is emptiness
and i live behind the wall.
oh god help me to breathe,
as i'm dying alone.
all the reality is that i feel,
that i die-life is lie.
lying my corpseon the ground,
rotting my flesh-this is the world.
another side of this life,
is hidden in my mind.
the only place where i'm happy,
is my home my dark world.