There's no brian in team

Why do I always run away
Why do I always take the easy way
I won't go and do that again
I'm gonna work hard and do my best
Ive got to tell you the truth
The time spent with you I
Is a waste of time

Ive had the biggest crush
On you
Ever since we first met

And if you think I'm a monster
Youre probably right
I'm just a monster
So run and hide
Cus I'm a disfunctional mess
And I cannot address the truth

Yeah I was weak when you needed strong
And I can't see where I belong
Were tryna make things better
I'm tryna make things better for her
I was wrong about you
I was wrong all along
Yeah I was wrong about you
I was wrong all along

And I just want you to know I'm gonna fuck up
And I realize that
You already know that I'm a fuck up
And I realize that

But I can't change
I can't change
I can't change
I can't change