I can't lose something

I said I'd forget you that's what I'm trying to do
But instead of forgetting I'm falling more in love with you
But I try to keep thinking is it really so bad
For I can't lose something that I've never had
And now I know you never loved me oh that's what makes me feel so sad
If I could think that you once loved me I know I wouldn't hurt so bad
I should be happy that it's over to see you go should make me glad
For I can't lose something that I've never had
And now I know you never loved me...