Let down

I just want to believe you so bad but
An earful of promises is all i ever had
Your ways have held us back
For so long, so fucking long
The time has come for us to break
That hold that fucking hold
Break that hold
I had trust in you but you let me down
And sold yourself for nothing
Its time i take control
Listen to what i say because you have
So much to fucking learn about statement,
A belief, my true identity