Dreaming the dark

Every time I close my eyes
My rotting corpse I fantasize
Of a better place for me...free of pain and lies
Without death...there is no life
And without death there is no rebirth

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And I can't.....and I won't stop
Pity for my life...envy for my death
And I can't.....and I won't stop
(v) Pity for my life envy for my death

I can't stop dreaming
I can't stop dreaming
For my death...

I see a noose for me
All these pills say please
And gun with open arms..
With a bullet to embrace me
Razor blades that smile
Begging to help me
They whisper: Let us take you away.