Never asleep

The last time i force myself to reach my fate
I'm coming nearer to this idea of trust
I find my way to come back home again
I'm never awake
I'm trembling

With all the sadness of my rainny days
Just coming closer
Beneath my whispers is the hope
To escape again

I try to find my way
I'm suffocating again
I'm drowning
I'm trying to find the reasons
Tyo believe in what i've been
Feel the needs in my heart
That never fall apart

I'm living right here in my fantasies
I'm never asleep