Destroyer of bloodlines

It feels like i'm locked up in this dark room behind bars
Where my mind is the cell, and this heartpiece of me went missing
A shock that left me in the dark

Can i allow myself to have these feelings
Bringing me into temptation, pin down the reality
I need to toss this blame i have in my head

All my future years already planned
There was made no room for mistakes
Even if the devil wants to lead me
Into a deeper state of doubt

Am i the destroyer of my bloodline
Am i the destruction to my own life
Am i the butcher of my future
Am i the downfall of my heritage

This flesh i can't replace, but our soul may reunite
In a parallel world as travellers
Still i sense, this presence visiting me
A piece of me lost in a twirl of misery

While a serpent, still tries to tell methat i failed
Leaving me in a wasteland of desolation
How could i let this life slip through my hands?

All my future years already planned
There was made no room for mistakes
Even if the devil wants to lead me
Into a deeper state of doubt

Am i the destroyer of my bloodline
Am i the destruction to my own life
Am i the butcher of my future
I am - the downfall of my heritage

I am drifting
Into a deeper state of doubt

I am - the destroyer of my bloodline