No one's deserving

Afraid to be myself.
Alone I can't be loved.
I stare through your soul
To find something meaningful.
Something that can't grow old.

I know where you are and why you're there.
It's making it hard to disappear.
I see you in the walls where I sleep.
Your tight grip, it suffocates me.

Picked last. I'm a reject.
At least I was loved when I was a kid.
I'm feeling the distance.
It's so hard to talk when you turn away.
In your home I don't feel safe.

I know where you are and why you're there.
It's making it hard to disappear.
I see you in the walls where I sleep.
Your tight grip, it suffocates me.

No one's deserving to have this feeling.
So overwhelming, to feel this away.

Afraid to be myself.