Turn to hate

I've been trying to find a way to do it best to release
This tension weighing it's weighing on my chest
And I don't need to wonder anymore at all
The words that you speak to keep me believing

Just let this turn to hate
So I can push this all away
Because I swear that I'd have better luck talking to
And staring at the walls

I only stepped outside to collect myself
I just had to catch my breath
And that's when you lost control
Like right then you'd had enough
So you locked me out I had no choice,
What was I supposed to do

I created all the static that you're clinging to
And it's something that you're not used to, at all

There is the fondest memory of you inside me
That I can't seem to shake, I can't seem to shake
There is the fondest habit that's deep inside of me
That I can't seem to break, I can't seem to break