Agree to disagree

Is this what you came for, to leave me with no choice?
Don’t you turn your back on me.
You say there’s a reason.
Show me just one reason,
That’s not an excuse to take your abuse quietly.

Every single moment plays over and over.
I still feel her hand in mine.
Medication offers temporary comfort,
But i need to heal.
I want to still feel alive.

Is this the thanks i get for giving you my best?
I’ve been living for so long with your name on my breath.
You said you’d hold a my hand, but you broke my heart instead.

So now, is this what you came for, to leave me with no choice?
Don’t you turn your back on me.
You say there’s a reason.
Show me just one reason,
That’s not an excuse to take your abuse quietly.

Oh how, every single moment plays over and over.
I still feel her hand in mine.
Medication offers temporary comfort, but i need to heal.
I want to still feel alive.

Don’t be surprised if i don’t come home.
I might tear out my eyes, so i can’t see at all.
Don’t be surprised if i don’t come home.
I might tear out my heart so i can’t feel at all.