Life of john

Hallucination poison me,
to try to change the world.
but everything is what it is,
a consequence.

I'm sober walking down the street
I feel that while to rain falls,
Am I'm drowning slowly
I know I'll never be the same.

after all the changes
my life is not normal.
I go crazy,
the loneliness of darkness.

I'm not a stranger,
came not to be a same.
I'm here to do them look at the world,
the bleeding truth.

is not so natural as it looks,
so funny as an irony,
that's all just a disguise,
This is the life of John.