This addiction

Why do I feel like this?
Feel like the hells inside me
Can I control the pain? Or will I erupt?
Can I keep this inside
Everything that I tried to hide

This addiction kills me but I dont care
My hatred is removed as I am consumed

Takes away my pain, sweet solution
Keeps me alive but I am dying
And dont you know that I am dead

And Every Time I Tried To Make It Out Again
I Am Drawn Back In To This Life I Live In Sin
And It Seems To Echo Through This Morbid Shell
Pulsating Through This Flesh So Numb
And I Cant Let Go
And I Need This To Survive
This Is All That's Keeping Me Alive