You were not that kind

If I could turn this thing around
Before it ended
But there was such an ellegance
In the way you blamed me
For everyone’s sins and mistakes
And at the same time
You fed kindness down my throat

But now I see, you were not that kind
Now I know, you were not that kind

If I could turn this thing around
Before it ended
But it felt like when there’s a noise
That can’t be noticed
Until the moment when it fades
Leaving a strange void
That you will kindly try to fill

If I could turn every cruel thing that you said and you did
Into familiar thoughts, familiar things
If I could turn every mean word that you said and screamed
Into familiar thoughts, familiar things

But I can’t
You were not that kind
No I can’t
You were not that kind
I can see clearly
You were not that kind
You were not that kind