What do i want?

I miss that was
I miss what it was
Unfortunately everything went
And what I wanted? Now is my way!

I dreamed about the future
I dreamed of leaving
I dreamed of being independent
and today, what I want?
I do not know!

Everything has been perfect
All that happened was bad
All I miss now
What to think? If today I do not know what I really want?

I dreamed about the future
I dreamed of leaving
I dreamed of being independent
and today, what I want?
I do not know!

If all I want
or wanted
was the future, when I was older
that I would be more independent
that I would be freer
And today I want the past
The dolls and houses!

I dreamed about the future
I dreamed of leaving
I dreamed of being independent
and today, what I want?
I do not know!
I do not know!
I do not…