Still breathing

The struggles of life never leave me.
like sand drifting into amazing.
it's on me. It's on me this time.
Don't you change your mind,
cause i'm still breathing.
hope is a word i can use.
but isn't it nice how i'm the foolish one?
(due to sinless game around me).
a boy left home to never return,
but he came with gold.
did anyone really care?
No. It's on me this time.