I am the second worst mistake you will ever make

It's 5 a.m. and I never thought that I'd be here again, but here we lie.
The sun comes up and we're still wide awake
Catching up on the good old times

With five years gone our worlds have changed
You're so different but you still feel the same
Don't ask me what I'm thinking now
Because I am about to throw it all away

We're still holding on to this lost cause and these lost thoughts
We're still holding on for one moment too long

It's cold outside and for the first time in my life I miss those simple days
Now everything you said is running through my head
and it suddenly makes so much sense to me

I was seconds away from the greatest mistake of my life when you talked me down
From this ledge I had scouted so carefully to prove my failure to this town
I left my pictures burnt and one letter torn into pieces on my bedroom floor
Those broken words were there to ask if I was here today would you even say goodbye

It's cold outside and for the first time in my life
I miss those simple days
Now everything you said is running through my head
and it suddenly makes so much sense to me

So kiss me goodbye because the needle breaks tonight
Just to get away from the people I once knew
and the place where we both grew into this mess we are today

I'm sitting here alone
Tonight I'm waiting by the phone just to hear your voice
But the ringtone never plays
I guess there's nothing left to say