Guilttripping

So many stars in the sky and I don't know why they always have to fall on me
Maybe I'm blind to all of the sings that the world never wanted me

I went outside today
Hoping the sun would burn my face
(Always have to fall on me)
I went outside today
Hoping I'd feel something
(The world never wanted me)

My body's weak it gave up on me this time I don't think I'm gonna get out from what I'm underneath
It's hard to believe
Another day of rain has come and gone
Don't go she said I wouldn't mind but I'm cold inside
I've felt this bad for so long that I'm scared I'm fine

I went outside today
Hoping the sun would burn my face
I went outside today
Hoping I'd feel something

Save room for me in memories I'd love to always be a small part of what makes you smile
From time to time just think of me and be glad I'm home
Let's close our eyes we've got time to make each other cry
It's best this way
I'm used to being a left behind

I remember a time when I felt so unlike me
I remember a time when someone could love me
I remember when I stil felt alive

Don't go, she said I wouldn't mind but I'm cold inside
I've felt so bad for so long, I'm scared I'm fine

So many stars in the sky and I don't know why they always have to fall on me
Maybe I'm blind to all of the sings that the world never wanted me

I went outside today
Hoping the sun would burn my face
(Always have to fall on me)
I went outside today
Hoping I'd feel something
(The world never wanted me)