I can't even say anymore

I was scared of pretty girls and starting conversations
I was scared of all
I did not know the world.

I gotta lump in my throat 'cause
I kept this for so long.
I can’t even say anymore

I met someone
Out on the Joe’s Bar
So tired of sleepin' alone

I gotta lump in my throat 'cause
I kept this for so long.
I can’t even say anymore

He took me home.
We are drunk
We screwed up

I gotta lump in my throat 'cause
I kept this for so long.
I can’t even say anymore

We are just teenagers in love
And still the memory's right there
No kiss was softer, softer than this

It's morning, he's gone.
But, he left his books in my bed
And his song in my head