No one is ever going to want me

I'm armed to the teeth
Like a fucking animal
I ruin everything
I get my bony hands on

And here we go, now
Over the bridge of sighs
We will get a cross like Christ, crucified
It's like a birth but it is in reverse
Never gets better, always gets worse

I'll gnaw at anything
New england is mine, and
It owes me a living

Step one
Step two
Step three
Step four, we fall through the floor
Fall through the floor
Fall through the floor

I want to feel like I feel when I'm asleep