Lost for words

Exterior
Everything is calm and quiet
Dignified
Hysteria
It's all on the inside

And it's skin tight
I'm hiding out
Holding back the future
I have dreamed about
I've dreamed about
I'm calling out
Calling out to you
But not a sound comes out
Not a single sound comes out

I'm lost for words
The truth hurts
Behind walls of silence
Where I am caught

I'm lost for words
The truth hurts
The times I have the most to say
Are the times I can't talk