Falling not flying

A thought i can’t understand
“how will this be home again?”
I felt your haunting sigh
As love left those pretty eyes

We’re falling not flying
My arms aren’t strong enough…
The air is killing us

Counting the hours till flight
I lost my smile that night..
Dark yet still beautiful
Memories on pedestals.

We’re falling not flying
My lungs aren’t strong enough
The air is killing us

The room had a different shade that i’ve ever seen
My knees show that i’m afraid
Here we go. oh my god!

We’re falling not flying..
You’re flying. now fading
I was not strong enough! to make you well enough