Without a sign

I remember being pinned to your floor
Without a force to lift my head
You were heavy like everest

We’re in love but I feel my fingers cold
As feelings fade and years moves quick
I want to lay down in emotion’s thick

Here I am here I am here I am
With a love, with wish, with a sound

Will I be alright without a sign
I know how the silence plays out
I miss how we’d show out
Will you smile without a drama in the background

You were everything I was living for
Every night I felt your breath
Whispers circling around my neck

A necklace I knew I could not afford
Gold traces all around my bed
How could I not want more of this

Here I am, here I am, here I am

I’m just trying to figure it out
I know I’ve never put you out
But God forbid I’m a brat about it
So love me as you can
Love me as you do
But keep from me a heart of stone that shuts me off from you