Suicidal genes

From my weakness I can see
All the good things in you
But I don't like this
Side of me
I can't get over you

I've lost belief in my life
Right now I must be more ellusive
In my crazy idealizations
I can get enough self conviction

All the pain of my life
Disappear when I must need
All the pain that I might fell
Are just a poison of my suicidal genes

When the doors are closed
And all the ways disappear
You always leave alone
With my razors and hopes

I've lost belief in my life
Right now I must be more ellusive
In my crazy idealizations
I can get enough self conviction

All the pain of my life
Disappear when I must need
All the pain that I might feel
It's just a poison of my suicidal genes

Suicide, suicide
Genes