Nothing new

I never wanted to write
Something like this in a million year
But i'm here and i'll say it
And mean every word
And say that i
Feel numb
I feel weird
I feel like someone's going to get me
When i'm alone
It's typical i know but i feel dumb
I can't feel
Like another gum under your desk
I whine too much i know
It's typical i freakin' know

I never wanted to care
About this and everything
But it's here and i'll say it
I'll play every note
And say that i