With the reflection of self

What is it to feel more?
when i will never be complete.
The part of me that's missing
has forever been erased from me.

Slut, I've had enough of your fucking lies
Shut the fuck up.

Where can a man find his strength?
when his happiness is placed in the hands of another?
My insecurities have gotten the best of me
Living with incompletion, is my burden to hold

The past has reflected my being
now that my white has been shaded with this grey
Is there a possibility i could have you?
Just for another day...