Miss you

You gotta understand somethin'
This time last year is when my heart stopped
She used to wake me every day like an alarm clock
Fast forward to today, I barely sleep at all
But now I'm busy practicing to be a heart-throb
There I go again avoiding the point
When realistically I realized that I was a boy
Turning into a man and I'm still growing up
We'll probably make up then make things worse
Then fuck knowing us
Then fuck everything up
Once she sees a text from my girlfriend
She sees a text from Ashley and Megan
That's when her world ends
No understanding that I don't fuck every girl that I see
That's why we never work and all I see is jealousy

It's cold and it's November
Much colder than remembered
No matter what I'm doing there's no way I can forget her
I miss you, I miss you, I miss you
I miss you, I miss you, I miss you
It's getting to December, I keep reading all your letters
Even if I call you don't respond to whatever
I miss you, I miss you, I miss you
I miss you, I miss you, I miss you