Speed of pain

I can remember when the White Angel came to ease my sorrows
And I ignored what I swore to myself: I regret!
Where Am I now? Do I pay the price for bloody weakness?
Here is it again - that doubt and fear of myself.

What I?m praying for?
What I?m paying for with my life?
What I?m paying for with my life?

All of my eloquence.
Will it help to keep me under control? Or will I fail?
Some would laugh, I know, very loud.
Powder in white lace is a part of me. Without I?m dying.
With I'm not afraid of any prophets trying to force me leaving my way.

I gotta reach the speed of pain.
Throuh that torment a star is born.
In flesh I will return!
I gotta reach the speed of pain.
Throuh that torment a star is born.
In flesh I will return!

My name is Dimitri!
I forgot to remain true to myself.
As I should be to survive this moment of life.
Instead of a FLASH' I should look for more than you?re pretending.
So I?m still afraid of the prophets trying to force me leaving my way.