Four years too late

Just pick a place and i'll be there
Pick anything... that's what i'll be
Give me anything to say
Even if it's nothing
That's all you'll hear
Everything was never enough for you
Do you ever say my name?
Or do you ever write down broken thoughts and turn them into songs to throw away?
Do you ever close your eyes and wish they'll never open again?
I do
It's always worse in silence
No lies to tell
No one to hear
When air turns cold we sleep alone
Every time i try to say your name
It's always worse on nights like this
And every night is just like this
How many times have you closed your eyes and wished just to be happy?
Every night ends just like this for me, because we'll never be
We will never be