The only one

I'm rearranging the possibilities
I'm running above the water
I'm pretending, it's such an easy thing
So let's pretend with each other

I am ignoring your instability
And you're ignoring my problems
So from now on let's forget our sanity
Let's just rest on our laurels

I am the best, the worst, not only the first
But the only one to talk about it
I am so high, so low and simply the first
The only one to care about it?

I just believe in what's really possible
I want our lives to be "normal"
But i've uncovered what really bothers me
My veins are filthy with sorrow

I am erasing our infidelities,
Our days of glory and freedom
I wanna stop us from feeling everything
From now we're empty and hollow

I am the best, the worst, not only the first
But the only one to talk about it
I am so high, so low and simply the first
The only one to care about it?
Am i the only one to care about it?

Oh, why?
Why must we keep on fighting it?
Tell me why?
Why must we keep on hiding from it?
Now that i am lost, i want to face it!

I am the best, the worst, not only the first
But the only one to talk about it
I am so high, so low and simply the first
The only one to care about it?
I am the best, the worst, not only the first
But the only one to talk about it
I am the rest , what's left of over and done.
Am i the only one to care about it?