Even when i still breathe

It's 3 a.m. once again
But what's new this time around
I think I've been losing sleep
But mostly I've been losing myself

The clocks they turn once you fail
The clocks they turn once you lose
So little girl, tell me how to stop this clock you say
If it means giving up
Then count me out

I don't know how being real feels like anymore
So sometimes I wonder what this life is for

Should I keep living a life full of lies?
Or should I kill my external disguise?

For what its worth
I'll just be myself 'till I die
'Cuz if I don't I'll be dead anyway

Even when I still breathe
Even when I still breathe
Even when I still breathe
Even when I still breathe